Hmm..too much thing to mention dunno whr to start wif.

Quarrels between mi and my bf had really torn mi apart. I knew tat I am mean at times, but I do love him. But e feeling is fading. Becuz?? I think that our future paths is different. I am very stressed up and could handle my relationship well, further more I think he cannot support mi in the future. Ur might think that I am realistic but that is how the society works isnt it!? I am not happy nowadays too. Been thinking abt wad am I going to do when I get older. mabe I'm abit too young to think bout this but I feel that it is time for mi to achieve something in my life. I been living in vain for the past 18 years and I wanna make my mark soon. If onli he studies.. I doesnt mean that I'm despising hi, I AM NOT!! I mean I am not smart too. I am just a brainless idiot hanging in RP . Someone who is lazy and is a 100% slacker. Coz I noe that I am not gd thats why I nid someone who can support in mentally and finacially. Baby's a spenthrift, extravagant in spending money. I am one who spents money like water oso. 2 person lidat how can??! Haiis. I am selfish I think...haiis. This matter bothered mi alot. Sometimes, I cried in the middle of the night, people may think that I am not hurt, but actually it DOES HURT ALOT...


Gd news is that I had rebond my hair ytd. Hmm sat for 3 and 1/2 hrs in Chapter 2. Sat till butt wan rot. Burn fore BURN. LOL. And I am please wif my new look. Abit weird lah..coz the hair too straight le look as if my head is very small. Haha, but wait till my hair look a bit more natural le den I think I will be prettier =X Call mi "buey ba" or shameless coz I am 1 when it comes to beauty. LOL. ( just kidding) Ok lah.

My parents came wif uncle seng to support mi at my workplace today. They ordered alot of yummy foods like scallops, shells, crabs, pork knuckles. Alot of food which I always wanted to try. LOL. I work and eat at the same time abit unprofessional but hehex!! I can resist the temptation luh!! Arse; END OF STORY.



Now I feel that my tears gg drop out le.. BoA song " Our Love" had made mi sad.. sob.